Happy Father's Day!

Today is Father's Day. And I have a feeling in my heart to resent my father! What is it that makes me not want to forgive? I don't know. Maybe my longing for wanting to have a relationship with him and him not making an effort to have a relationship with me. I know the love exists but its just words over the phone. I probably resent him because I can't let go. I want what everybody has. But in life nothing is perfect. Its a hard reality. I think my Father and I relationship would always be a work in progress! I'm trying to forgive but it feels so difficult sometimes. However, I'm thankful that God has placed many people in my life that I look up to as mentors and Big brothers. I appreciative for the support and advice that they continue to give me. With that said, Happy Father's Day to all the great people in my life. Life would be extremely hard if I didn't have your support. Thank you! I want to give a special shout out to my Mother, who has always tried to find a way for us to live like Kings. Thank you, Ma. You are appreciated! I will try to work on my relationship with my Father. I can't make any promises. I WILL meet him half way. But just know all is forgiven! I wish you the best on today. Happy Father's Day to you!