"Window Seat" By Badu

Damn...Erykah.. "Got me dibbling in places I don't want to dibble in" haha...More importantly is the message and I applaud you for staying true to who you are as an artist. I'm not surprised at your choice to make a statement! Great video and song!

Bilal

I can get down with this...

Its difficult everyday

It seems like I'm losing my faith and for the most part everything is spiraling in the other direction. "My mind is playing tricks on me". Tempted to give into temptation every time its presented on a serving platter. I gotta do better because this ain't the life forreal. Its making me go crazy. I still haven't found a solution to how I got to this point. Before everything seemed so perfected and good. However, now its seems as though I'm fighting myself about the STUPID decisions I make and my head that is unclear and filled with chaos. Until things go my way. I will NEVER be satisfied;happy. This can't be the life man. There has to be more. God watches me and he still grants me happy moments. I feel I don't even deserve it. But he still loves me...why??? Maybe cause he knows I'm better than this. Its gets harder everyday because I am by myself; alone. "Truth sets us free". Well, I been proclaiming the truth and shouting it but I'm still forced to live in a prison. While everyone lives life. I'm here trying to figure out how not to go crazy! I don't know what to do. Hopefully, everything will come together. The way things are going its hard to believe...

"Lord, save me from myself so that I can heal, please"