"The Journey is not mine"

I respect your decision and what YOU must go through but the Journey is not mine.
You want me to follow but your destination is much closer.
Don't get me wrong we share the same love.
But Love just called you quicker!
Your compassion and devotion are admirable. However the journey is not mine.
The place where I am is good. I have my mishaps and share of mistakes.
But I know ultimately who has held me down and who will continue to hold me.
Let me make my mistakes(if they are)so that I can grow and learned from them.
That's the only way we truly learn!
He didn't assemble us to be perfect however, we should aim for that!
If you know yourself and type of person you are so does He.
He knows how many times you will mess up and stray a little from His Will(this is not a goal but it happens.)
All I'm saying is give me room to grow and become wise from my past.
I have to make my own decisions and do whats best for me.
Ultimately, I know where I want to be and I will get there as long as I believe.
He hasn't given up on me yet and I will NEVER give up on Him.
With that said I will continue to support you but "the journey is not mine".