Vanished

Lost- is defined as unable to find's one's way. According to some.

When I examine the the course of my life, I say what in the world has happened. I been lost for the last 3years and never knew it till now. Through everything I lost my self. As a man of God, as a student, and as a human being. How did I become so wayward? What has happened over the course of 3years that has lead me to this point in life? Although I'm lost I won't give up on what I believe in, God and all His wonderful blessings. I know with Him I will find life and ultimate happiness...My vanished portrait will be painted again but with more life and with God instilled in me....I believe. Vanished one day and Established the next. When I find life again, it will be more prosperous. It will be full of positive aspirations as a result, all the negative issues that has cause unhappiness for the last 3years will become a thing of the past. And then finally my soul will be at peace and I will be closer to God!

Resolution

"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart;and lean not unto thine own understanding . In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths." Proverbs 3:5-6

This is me evaluating my situation and moving forward with life. In the words of the realest nigg out of Ellenwood. lol.. KLAW, "You can do only what you can and God will do everything you can't." Just pray and everything will be alright..>>>>>>>moving forward!!!!....And I want to say thank you Bishop for your words of advice. The scripture did the job.

"Losing My Balance"

I can't believe how things have gotten so crazy in the last 72hrs of my life. I went from having everything together to have nothing at all. God is my only salvation now. I didn't see it before and I'm still working it out in my mind. I'm not going to be in school this semester and its really hitting home for me. I NEVER thought I would find myself out of school. Other than my faith and God. My education is the only thing that puts me at peace. Now a whole semester of what? I feel so unstable and to be honest this is the first time I left unbalanced in life. But I want slip, and I won't fall, as soon as I get a grip I will be alright. It's just a working progress. Things happen for a reason and I'm a firm believer of that. This is not the end for Dr. Mark'Quest Ajoku. I have to believe that God will make a way for me!....In the words of my nigg, J.Cole, If I got a crawl I'm going to make it to the end" I'm on my way to the top!!

"We Don't Care"

This is my first blogg and I was inspired by my homies,friends, and brothers. My homie Akil, Kaylen, and all the class of 2009 thats going to college. Good luck and much success on your way to the top....
"Cause aint no to tuition for havin no ambition
And aint no loans for sittin your ass at home
So we forced to sell crack rap and get a job
You gotta do something man your ass is grown"
Kanye West(college drop-out)

Im glad all you have decided to pursue furthur education after Cedar Grove...lol. Stay true to yourself and Keep God in all you do because all you had was Him before you had anything. Just some food for thought!!!!!

Peace&Love!!!!!!!!!